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Bibliothèque of The Dreamer
A field guide to mind-first reality.
No dogma. No tradition to belong to. Just a growing shelf of provocations that question the nature of self, perception, and world. Each entry—book or film—offers a different angle on the same unprovable hunch: that what we call ‘reality’ might be inside out. So we test it. In lived experience. Together.
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Dreaming the World
What if the world we see is not the cause, but the result?
These works suggest the outside is downstream from the inside. They don’t teach you how to live—they question whether the life you think you’re living is real in the first place.
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The Republic — Plato (esp. Book VII: The Allegory of the Cave)
A foundational metaphor questioning the trustworthiness of perception. Plato’s metaphor of the cave proposes that most humans mistake shadows for truth—raising the timeless question: what lies beyond the visible?
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The Case Against Reality — Donald Hoffman
This provocative study argues that perception evolved not to reveal truth, but to conceal it. Hoffman proposes that our senses are a survival interface—not a mirror of reality—casting doubt on matter as the ground of being.
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The Idea of the World — Bernardo Kastrup
Bringing together neuroscience, philosophy, and depth psychology, Kastrup makes a rigorous case for analytic idealism—the view that consciousness is not a product of the brain, but the foundational layer of reality itself.
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The Book: On the Taboo Against Knowing Who You Are — Alan Watts
A philosophical provocation in plain language, Watts dismantles the illusion of separateness—not to offer unity as a belief, but to reveal the game of forgetting and remembering that we already are what we seek.
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The Feeling of Life Itself — Christof Koch
A neuroscientist’s inquiry into Integrated Information Theory (IIT), proposing that consciousness is not emergent but intrinsic to the fabric of experience. Blending hard science with subjective reflection, Koch challenges us to see the world as awake from within.
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The Self-Aware Universe — Amit Goswami
From within quantum theory, Goswami proposes that consciousness collapses probability into form. While controversial, the idea places subjectivity at the heart of existence.
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A Course in Miracles — Helen Schucman
A radical reframing of Christian language through a nondual lens, this 1975 text offers a structured training in perceptual reversal. It presents the world as a projection of mind—an experiment in believable separation from original wholeness.
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The Perennial Philosophy — Aldous Huxley
A curated survey of mystical insights across traditions, arguing that all spiritual paths converge on a single truth: reality is not what it seems, and the self we think we are is not the one who sees.
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The Gospel of Thomas — Unknown (Trans. Marvin Meyer)
A collection of Jesus’ sayings stripped of narrative. Less sermon, more koan, this gospel invites the reader to “know thyself” as the path to the unnameable—where the kingdom is not elsewhere, but a recognition within.
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The Essential Rumi — Jalal al-Din Rumi (Trans. Coleman Barks)
Poetry as perception training. These ecstatic verses unravel the illusion of self and separation, turning longing into a compass that points back to the one awareness beneath all forms of love.
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A Vision of Nonduality
Not spiritual. Not religious. Just a quiet revolt against separation.
These texts—ancient and modern—don’t offer beliefs. They undo them. Through silence, paradox, war, or stillness, each one dares to ask: Have we mistaken the edges of the dream for the whole of reality? And if so—what remains when we stop pretending we’re apart?
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Tao Te Ching — Lao Tzu (trans. Gia-Fu Feng & Jane English)
A foundational text of nonduality, pointing to the mysterious origin behind all things. Speaks in paradox and silence, not logic. Its clarity emerges not from answers, but from undoing the need for them.
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The Complete Works of Zhuangzi — trans. Burton Watson
Through surreal parables and existential wit, Zhuangzi laughs at all identities. Dreamer and butterfly trade places until neither remains. What is real when there’s no one left to ask the question?
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The Book of Chuang Tzu — trans. Martin Palmer
A companion or alternate doorway into the same wild terrain as Zhuangzi. Looser in form, more poetic in mood. Offers irreverent wisdom that laughs at the ego’s obsession with permanence and control.
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Tao Te Ching: Annotated & Explained — Derek Lin
A modern, line-by-line unpacking of Taoist metaphysics. Useful not for explaining, but for revealing how untranslatable truths can be tested—through stillness, softness, and contradiction.
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Bhagavad Gita — trans. Georg Feuerstein
In the midst of war, a dialogue about perception. Arjuna’s battlefield becomes a theater for nondual insight. This version preserves the Gita’s radical invitation: that action without identity might be freedom itself.
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Avadhuta Gita — attributed to Dattatreya
A fierce and unrelenting monologue from beyond the self. Strips every concept of self until only undivided awareness remains. No concessions to ego. No compromise with form.
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I Am That — Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj
Dialogues with a modern sage of Advaita Vedanta. Direct, uncompromising pointers to awareness as the only reality. Cuts through philosophy and practice alike, returning again and again to the self that is beyond all roles and forms.
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Be As You Are — Ramana Maharshi (compiled by David Godman)
Ramana’s direct path to self-inquiry. Not a narrative, but a set of piercing replies that dissolve the one asking. Who am I? What sees? What is there before the question?
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Upanishads — trans. Eknath Easwaran
Ancient source texts of Advaita Vedanta. Poetic and enigmatic, they unveil the identity of self (ātman) with the whole (Brahman). Speak in images and riddles, pointing past illusion toward the consciousness that underlies all things.
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The Heart Sutra — trans. Kazuaki Tanahashi
One of Buddhism’s most distilled bombs: “Form is emptiness; emptiness is form.” This version carries both philosophical clarity and poetic tone—pointing past the mind’s dual categories.
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Philocalie des Pères du Désert — Jean-Yves Leloup
A personal exploration by French writer Jean-Yves Leloup of early Christian contemplatives. These desert mystics practiced what they called the “prayer of the heart”—emptying language to approach what cannot be named.
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The Wisdom of Insecurity — Alan Watts
Watts dismantles the illusion of control and permanence, proposing that security is a mental mirage. By surrendering to groundlessness, we recover the only real stability: attention in the present moment.
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Dhammapada — Anonymous (Trans. Eknath Easwaran)
A distilled map of the mind from early Buddhist teaching. These verses speak to the impermanence of form and the power of thought in shaping experience—pointing not to belief, but to perception as the source of suffering and its end.
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Consciousness as Question
Consciousness isn't explained. It's the thing doing the explaining.
This shelf collects serious scientific and philosophical attempts to understand mind—some suggesting it’s fundamental, others just admitting it’s still the deepest unknown.
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Conscious — Annaka Harris
A rigorous but accessible entry into the mystery of subjective experience. Harris outlines competing theories of consciousness from neuroscience and physics—while holding space for not knowing. A humble, lucid tour of what we do (and don’t) understand.
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Galileo’s Error: Foundations for a New Science of Consciousness — Philip Goff
Goff argues that science took a wrong turn when it excluded consciousness from its model of reality. He makes a compelling case for panpsychism—the idea that all matter has mind-like properties. A rare blend of analytic rigor and metaphysical speculation.
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The Conscious Mind — David Chalmers
A modern classic that sharpened the “hard problem” of consciousness: how does subjective experience arise from physical processes? Chalmers presents dualism not as dogma, but as an open invitation to rethink the physicalist worldview.
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Reality+: Virtual Worlds and the Problems of Philosophy — David Chalmers
Explores simulation theory, virtual identity, and the edges of perception. What if “real” and “virtual” are indistinguishable at the level of mind? Chalmers argues that conscious experience—not physical matter—is what makes something real.
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Being You: A New Science of Consciousness — Anil Seth
Grounded in cognitive neuroscience, this book proposes that the brain isn’t perceiving the world—but predicting it. Seth’s “controlled hallucination” model collapses the line between inner and outer, casting doubt on naive realism.
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Wholeness and the Implicate Order — David Bohm
A physicist’s challenge to the illusion of separation. Bohm’s implicate order suggests that all forms arise from a deeper, enfolded wholeness. This is physics as metaphysics—as if spacetime were just a visible wrinkle in something more unified.
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Lights On — Annaka Harris
An audio documentary that explores consciousness as the deepest mystery in science. Through interviews with leading thinkers—from neuroscientists to physicists—Harris opens a wide-angle inquiry: is mind fundamental to reality? Clear but never simplistic, this is wonder reframed as method.
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Man and His Symbols — Carl Jung
Jung’s final work proposes that the unconscious speaks through symbols, not logic. Through dream images and myths, he explores how the psyche hides—and reveals—the deeper architecture of reality.
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The Body Keeps the Score — Bessel van der Kolk
A foundational text in trauma research. This work reveals how unprocessed experience becomes embedded in the body, blurring the boundary between mind and matter—and offering new ways to heal through reconnection.
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Experimenting with Oneness
Not a practice shelf. A perception lab.
These books offer tools for testing your sense of self—by sitting, breathing, inquiring, or just refusing to look away. It’s not about being better. It’s about seeing what’s underneath.
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Waking Up — Sam Harris
A secular exploration of meditation, nonduality, and the illusion of the self. Harris bridges neuroscience and contemplative practice, offering direct techniques for recognizing consciousness without content.
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Losing Ourselves — Jay L. Garfield
A clear, philosophical dismantling of the idea of a persistent self. Garfield blends Buddhist psychology and Western thought to argue that the self is not only a fiction—but a source of suffering.
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The Power of Now — Eckhart Tolle
A modern invitation to presence through attention. A highly accessible call to presence—but also a reminder: presence without inquiry can become spiritualized distraction.
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Be Here Now — Ram Dass
A cultural manifesto of inner question—beautifully open, but never a map. Not depth psychology; more poetic collage than method.
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The Art of Stillness — Pico Iyer
A poetic meditation on doing less. Iyer argues that stillness is not an escape from the world—but a return to it, cleared of noise. A travel writer’s manifesto for not moving.
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Waking Up — Sam Harris & Guests
A nonlinear lab of voices—Watts, Adyashanti, Shankara, Joan Tollifson—each pointing to the same absence. Designed as a daily practice in perceptual undoing, the app offers direct encounters with nonduality, time, identity, and the illusion of separateness.
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Fasting the Mind — Jason Gregory
Suggests that overstimulation—not suffering—is what clouds awareness. This book encourages mental stillness not as retreat, but as rebellion against the velocity of modern thought.
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This Moment Is Your Miracle — David Hoffmeister
Drawn from A Course in Miracles but recontextualized into daily perception training. This book insists that peace comes not from effort, but from withdrawing belief from the world as we’ve learned to see it.
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The Tools — Phil Stutz & Barry Michels
A psychological toolkit designed for transformation through direct engagement. While more therapeutic than meditative, its methods can be used to interrupt habitual self-concepts.
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The Breath: The Art of Meditation — Vessantara (Tony McMahon)
A gentle, precise guide to using breath as a portal into awareness. Vessantara draws on Buddhist tradition to help the reader observe experience rather than reshape it.
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Spiritual Bypassing — Robert Augustus Masters
A critical look at how inner work can be used to avoid rather than dissolve suffering. Masters points out the shadow side of growth and insists on integrating emotional honesty into perception shifts.
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Movies as Mirror
Some lies tell the truth better than facts.
These stories don’t preach. They reflect. Each one bends identity, time, or perception just far enough to expose the glitch in what we thought was real.
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The Matrix (1999, dir. Wachowskis)
A digital world designed to keep you asleep. Neo’s awakening isn’t spiritual—it’s perceptual. Reality is programmed, and belief is the glitch.
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Paprika (2006, Satoshi Kon)
Dreams spill into waking life, and the boundary dissolves. Characters forget they’re dreaming, swept into a world where imagination overwhelms consensus reality.
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The Truman Show (1998, dir. Peter Weir)
One man’s life is a set. Everyone else is acting. But when cracks appear, he stops asking who’s lying—and starts asking what’s real.
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Source Code (2011, dir. Duncan Jones)
A soldier wakes up, again and again, on the same train for the same eight minutes. At first, he believes he’s someone trapped in a loop. But that’s only the setup. What’s real is the lie beneath it: you are not who you think you are.
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Free Guy (2021, dir. Shawn Levy)
A background character wakes up inside a game. Liberation begins not with revolt, but with recognition: this isn’t the real world.
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Solaris (2002, dir. Soderbergh)
A man travels to a distant planet that mirrors the mind. Is it grief? Memory? Projection? Whatever it is, it doesn’t just reflect you—it responds.
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Inception (2010, dir. Christopher Nolan)
Dreams inside dreams become metaphors for belief systems. What if the architecture of reality is built from the assumptions we never question?
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The Lego Movie (2014, dir. Phil Lord & Christopher Miller)
Everything is awesome… until you ask who built the world and why. Beneath the plastic is a potent idea: imagination is what’s real.
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Fight Club (1999, dir. David Fincher)
When the world feels meaningless, the mind searches for something real. This film fractures identity and flips the script—until even the world itself feels like part of the lie.
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Blade Runner 2049 (2017)
A neo-noir meditation on the fragility of what we call “real.” In this future, replicants—bioengineered humans—struggle with the same questions as their makers: What am I? Who decides if I’m real?
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Surrogates (2009, dir. Jonathan Mostow)
Humanity lives through robotic avatars. The more perfected the avatar, the more broken the bond. What happens when you outsource identity? Can a filtered self ever wake up?
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Edge of Tomorrow (2014, dir. Doug Liman)
Time resets with every death. It’s a karmic loop of failure and repetition—until awareness evolves. Eventually, it’s clear: the solution isn’t in the world at all.